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When everything else in our world has been shaken . . .

Recently I had the opportunity to talk to a very special family on campus. After several years as a park ranger, God led Matt Travers and his family to Mid-America. They could have never known what they were going to face when they got here.

Their lives exemplify faith. Amanda, my wife, often calls me from the other room to read Maggie’s Facebook status updates.  This family’s faithfulness to Jesus is a source of encouragement and rejoicing for us.

Maggie shares with us a little glimpse into her family’s life.

Tell me about your family.

Matt loves the outdoors! He has a Bachelors degree in Outdoor Recreation.
I (Maggie) love all things crafty: baking, sewing, gardening, cooking, etc.
Isaiah wants to be a preacher, artist, and doctor when he grows up and plans on being very busy!
Elizabeth is our “little momma;” she automatically mothers little ones and likes to know what’s going on.
Andrew is mischievous, charming, and a wild man!

What is something that your whole family enjoys doing together?

We do everything together to get as much “together time” as we can, including running errands and grocery shopping. We love to play board games and visit State Parks.

If you don’t mind, share a little about Isaiah’s situation.

God led us without a doubt to Memphis for Matt to go to MABTS. However, that wasn’t all He had planned! Three months after moving here, Isaiah was diagnosed with a craniopharyngioma brain tumor, which is benign but can act like a malignant tumor. In that month of September 2007, he underwent 3 surgeries to relieve pressure on his brain resulting from the tumor. He was almost completely blind and had/has endocrine problems. After the surgeries at Le Bonheur, he received the maximum dose of radiation treatment at St. Jude. In May 2009, he had another surgery due to cystic growth that increased cranial pressure. In August 2009, he underwent his riskiest surgery yet, a craniotomy, to remove the 20+ cysts that had formed. The surgery was successful, yet we were told that they have never had a case to develop the way his has and they have no expectation for what his tumor and cysts may do. After researching, we cannot find any case in the world. (So thankful our hope is not in men but the Lord who uses them!) In January 2010, the MRI showed that the cysts had returned, yet the solid part of the tumor continues to shrink. The doctors can’t explain either of those along with how much vision has been regained or that he continues to grow taller when he is basically not producing that hormone, but we know it’s the Lord! Last week, April 2010, we received news that the cysts have grown even more and are putting extra pressure on his brain. Without the Lord miraculously intervening, he will definitely need surgery #6 to remove those cysts.

How has God used that situation in your family?

He is so gracious and merciful! He has grown us individually and as a family so much through this! We have a much better understanding of His sovereignty, grace, provision, love, and mercy. He permits us to demonstrate this as we live out our walk to our family, friends, and church family. He has allowed us the privilege of meeting and sharing His truth with others we never would have met otherwise, including Meredith Viera, other St. Jude families, and people from all over the world. He has granted us access to a mission field in St. Jude where others are not allowed to go. We’ve been asked to share this testimony at churches and to groups of people. People have “friended” me on Facebook to keep up with Isaiah that I have never met, yet am able to share Christ with them. Other people contact us when someone they know has recently been diagnosed with cancer. And He is developing in us the knowledge and skills to help others deal with the grief that comes along, not only with death, but with a diagnosis. Also, He has shown us a tremendous outpouring of love from His people to us through donations, meals, cards, organizing fasting/prayer, and so much more!

Do you have a family verse? What is it and what does it mean to you?

Just one!? If I had to pick just one, it would definitely be Romans 8:28 “For we know that all things are working for good to those that love the Lord and are called according to His purposes.” Jeremiah 29:11 and the accounts of OT Joseph and Moses with Pharoah, along with Romans 8:28, are the foundation that we always come to when everything else in our world has been shaken. They sum up the sovereignty, grace, provision, love and mercy that He has shown us.

I know you didn’t ask, but….If I had to pick one account, it would be Abraham and Isaac. That is exactly what it means to Matt and I as parents. We have to continue to lay our son (really, all our children) on the altar, knowing that they belong to the Lord and, as parents, we are just stewards. We had done this to the best of our understanding, but with Isaiah, we were/are literally facing the possibility of his death. We know He has the right to do what He wills, and our strongest desire is for His will to be accomplished in all that we go through for His glory.

What are your plans after seminary?

Matt is definitely called to pastor/preach! We are completely open to going anywhere in the world that the Lord leads, including staying in Memphis. (Did I really just say stay in Memphis?!) If we are not on the foreign mission field, we plan on being heavily involved with it, as well as domestic missions. We are excited to see where the Lord continues to lead us in ministry to Him!

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[ to be filled ]

My life feels like a process of losing myself, so I can find myself. Losing my life in order to find it . . .

I am giving up my rights, dreams, preferences, ambitions. Not just to be willing to surrender those things, but to actually do it.

Funny thing is when I empty myself of me I find myself being filled with what really matters.

Above all I am giving control of my life to God. He has ransomed me and has every right to move me, transform me, discipline me. Giving myself to him occupies the highest priority in my life.

I am also giving myself to my family. God has placed Amanda, Sophia, and Samuel under my watchcare. It is with them that I experience life, the simple and profound, the mundane and extraordinary. My whole life is completely wrapped up in them. Taking care of them is second only to walking with Jesus. The two aren’t mutually exclusive. They go hand in hand.

I am pouring myself out for my neighbor. In this stage in my life my neighbor lives 10 minutes away and speaks mostly Spanish. God has placed compulsion and call in my heart to make myself available to him to plant a Hispanic church.

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[ Forward ]

I am a church planter.

I get a bit unnerved just saying that, but it’s true.

It’s not true because I decided that I should be one. It’s not true because an organization gave me that title. It’s not even true because I have planted a church before.

It’s true because that’s the job God has set before me. A church planter is what God has called me.

So, I’m learning to call myself that. It’s getting less and less strange to say because I am slowly becoming more and more confident in Him.

Needless to say, if I were depending upon myself to do this, I’d be in a hot mess.

This summer God used two experiences to begin a revolution in my heart and mind. I began to see myself fitting into God’s activity on earth in a whole new light. I felt compelled to get out in the community, start knocking on doors, walk with people through the truths of Scripture, and fold them into a congregation. I wanted to work with Latinos, but I didn’t know where or when or if I even should. But, this compulsion wouldn’t go away. I didn’t really want it to.

So, I started. I climbed into our 1994 Ford Aerostar and started driving. I had no idea where to go, but I couldn’t sit around any longer. I said “God if you want me to do this, you’ve got to show me where.”

He did.

I went down a street and came upon a small house that had a gaggle of kids playing in the front yard. They were Hispanic. It seemed like there were hundreds. It was like God said, “Start here.” I was 5 minutes from the front door of my apartment.

That was back in early September. Since then I have mapped over 100 Latino homes and visited more than 30. I have started two Bible studies in homes. And, I’ve learned a ton. The most important lesson? That I am completely and utterly dependent upon the power of the Spirit. Jesus is my sufficiency and motivation.

I am a church planter.

It’s been a long time since I have felt like this. God has asked me to do something and I feel completely inadequate and overwhelmed. Yet, I feel completely confident and hopeful. God doesn’t just call, he sustains and guides and empowers.

You’ll be hearing a lot more about this adventure. Feel free to email me if you have any questions about it.

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[ Words ]

Words are powerful. They build and destroy, heal and hurt. Words can transform.

Hear what God says through Isaiah (43) to those that belong to him:

I have ransomed you.

I have called you by name.

You are mine.

I will be with you.

You are precious to me.

You are honored.

I love you.

For those who are in Christ, every last syllable is true.

For those who are in Christ and live believing what God said through Isaiah, transformation is occurring.

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Issues of Missiology

Sometimes the most impacting stuff professors say are on rabbit trails. Here are a few nuggets from Dr. May’s Issues of Missiology class last week.

. . . on praying for others:

Prayer is me getting to invest in your life. Prayer is me standing beside you in the spiritual realm to help you fight the battles going on in your life.

. . . on repentance:

Repentance is a life of continual course correction towards God.

. . . on faith:

Faith is trusting in his blood for forgiveness and his Spirit for empowerment.

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Preview Day

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I had the opportunity to be part of the Preview Day program last week at MABTS. That’s a picture of Britt Taylor leading the group in worship.

One couple shared with me how this blog had impacted them and that God had used it to lead them to Mid-America. Wow. That was humbling.

Being with these folks who were excited about a new chapter and still trying to figure out exactly what God wanted for them helped me remember. God has been so good to us. He has walked with us every single step. Though we couldn’t always see where we were going, he never let us go. And he never will.

I guess that’s what faith is. Moving forward in obedience to him no matter if you can see or not. Because it doesn’t matter if you’ve got it figured out, what matters is that he doesn’t let go.

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Be Lifted High

A lot of people ask me the same question in one form or the other.

“What are you studying to be at seminary?” or “What are your plans after seminary?” or “What are you going to seminary for?”

It’s a fair question. I’ve probably asked it myself. But, the funny thing is I don’t really think of my time here in that way. I’m not here to go anywhere. I’m here because this is where Jesus put me. I’m not here to leave. I’m here to lift Him high.

Yes, we do have plans/leadings/guidance (and an anticipated graduation date). If I didn’t, I wouldn’t be getting a Masters of Missiology. However, being a missionary doesn’t start when (if) my feet hit some foreign soil. It’s now. After all, this is foreign soil. My mission is clear, and it starts now.

I’m studying to be a better cross-cultural worker. But, that’s secondary. I’m here to lift Him high in obedience and faith.

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I write.

I like to write. That comes in handy in seminary. It has also come in handy in a lot of other ways. It’s astounding to look back and see all the ways that God has provided for us here at MABTS. It’s no secret that for a lot of folks coming to seminary it’s kind of like Abraham leaving Ur. No job. No friends. No security. Just obedience.

Back to writing. I randomly sent an article to HomeLife Magazine in late 2007 just to see what would happen. They bought it and published it. No kidding. I couldn’t believe it.

Since I’ve been at MABTS, I’ve written two more articles for HomeLife. The first is coming out in July. The story started out as a ramble on my other blog. It was written over a year ago while we were serving at the Promise House. It’s more applicable to my life now than ever.

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